That's where I have been for the past 2 months or so and I have found somewhat of a safe haven there, in the solitude of my mind, confined between the walls of my room and the many doors of my house.
I am on a quest to reconnect with myself and reconnect with the earth and the positive vibes that I once possessed. This, because I have been drained mentally, emotionally and physically. I am taking the time to evaluate the past year that I thought would have lasted much longer than it did. Maybe I am taking time to figure out what I did wrong, but I am also trying to figure out IF I did anything wrong.
My writing has suffered, my music has died and my creativity is starving. I need an artistic release, but I fear that only when I have reconnected then will this release come.
Until then......the noose awaits.
