Wednesday, March 3, 2010

This new period

Yet again I have reached a new period in life. One where I have learned new and old lessons. I guess I now understand lessons which were trying to be taught to me for years, but you know how it goes. You don't understand them till its time for them to be understood.
Now...I definitely understand.
But life is getting easier. As I reminisce on times past, good ad bad, I can now see clearer of what I did, what I should have done..and what I will and could do.

The following is something I posted on facebook in October 2009: That was one period, and I am so past that......

This, my friends, is what is taking place in my life, now more than ever before. I have always struggled with the question of 'who am I?' and over the years realised that it really is a simple question- if you really know who you are. There is a level of 'connectedness' that I used to feel with the universe that has somehow disconnected. This could be due to me allowing myself to fall within the conformity of people's definition of myself. For the period that I was away from facebook, I began to examing myself and face the reality of 'me.' I began to see 'me' from everyone's perspectives, draw my opinions from that, face the ugly truth and am now willing and ready to focus on myself and define what is truly 'me.' I know many of you have been through this already and some are maybe now experiencing it. One thing I have found is MOST important, which someone (you know who you are) has always mentioned to me is to: ENJOY YOUR OWN COMPANY.
THAT, my dear friends is the secret. I could definitely say that I love myself and enjoy my company (and I no longer feel guilty or swell headed for saying it) For those of you who are still on this journey like myself and many others....I wish you the best of luck.


My news and goods for 2010:
1. I know who I am
2. I know who my friends are
3. I know what makes me happy
I see a trend here in comparison with last year, and it proves to me that I have improved....My news and goods are finally focused on me giving me happiness...

IRIENESS!

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